oh hi. Well thought of so many things today. Its the end of the first week of school another 14 weeks till EOY. ): So many things i feel like talking about but i think i will keep this post short. (: Have to revise on sets this weekend :/ cuz its quite confusing ):

And Kim's going to aussy end of this year. Time passes really quickly wish her all the best :D gonna miss her also :) Anywayy, shall just plan my time properly ,study cca and church. i think i shouldn't give up any of them for another . Although this week quite a number of unhappy things happened , it's already over. i hope next week will be better. Really need to spend more time to talk to God this week really busy :X

Haven't have time for follow up too :( sigh. I want to improve in studies , cca drills, tchoukball and also grow closer to GoD. I BELIEVE with God all things are possible and there's nothing as i give up. Really, it's the attitude towards what i do. I know i can do it. Gonna give my best and live my best life.

Today cca was quite fun especially dinner ! took polaroid with siti and evelyn (: haha ! sadly vanessa didnt come ): ): Just to end off this post.....




Even when you are feeling at the lowest point in your life, remember never give up. The worst is not the last (:


bye guys (;

Hi there again (: already 3 days since sch started and i already feel kind of worn out ); Oh Bianca whyy ): so dissapointed )): so busy this few days too really need more time management too ): Really need to be more discipline. So many thing happen throughout this week ); sometime i feel like breaking down and just cry myself to sleep but there's no point really . Need to put my faith and trust in God i really need more of that.I also think that i should change my attitude on how i look at things. sometimes i think im really very pessimistic about many things i want to change that :/ But however with God's guidance it will be possible ): This few weeks have not been feeling very happy i guess. Sometimes i try my best to act happy and all but deep down do i really feel joy in my heart? ): i guess not.I guess i lack time with God i lack understanding i really really lack the word of God.

Anyways i had my math common test today and i kinda flunk some of it ): Dk what i was thinking seriously need to pull up my socks. Kept talking in lessons too . ): On the bright side i got 3rd place for mastermind competition so yay (: and there's tchoukball training tmmrr (; haha !(:

guess that's all for today. God i really want to draw closer to you.

Bye for now.

Gonna be a short post today. Well term 3 have started and there's maths common test tomorrow :/ i hope i will be able to pass really God please be my guide i really feel guilty fr not studying hard during the june holidays and slacking so much ): ): didn't really study much today too oh mann ):

Besides school work cant wait for jayesslee this weekend (: can spend time with church people again and also cant wait to finish follow up (: hahaha (: Okay thats all for today (:

Its already almost the end of the 3rd week of june holidays ): Have been so busy lately ): i dont even think i have time for my family now.. ): Had cca training this afternoon..super tiring i felt like fainting ): ughh whyy Bianca whyy ): sighh really dissapointed in myself :/ i can't stand having sch starting soon ): 1 month of holidays feels too short.. I wish someone was here to comfort me now and really have a heart to heart talk to me..someone which i could share all my feelings too (: HAHAHA i think God is the most suitable ! xD

Anyways, almost finishing with the lava project filming so excited to see the video !!! (: there will surely be so any unglam photos ): HAHA nevermindd xD I look forward for an exciting year ahead this year ! hope everything will turn out well (: and will definitely miss 2 faith ); sighh esp my besties ): TT So much have happened this year really tired out hopefully by the end of this june holidays i will be recharged for the new battle ahead of me! God will be there with me (: (: Let's run this race well Bianca ! you can do it ! (hahaha self motivation)

Shall talk about the previous follow up session and my feelings about it here (: So last lesson was lesson 3 as mentioned in my prevoius post (: it was about relationship with god and people. about how to balance off both of it.So esther said that we come to church not only to worship God but also having a relationship with people.or vice versa (: I think its really important to have both of it equally i mean it will be unbalanced if we dont have either one of it isn't it? Talking about relationship with people around me in church i think for this while i have really not been so sociable like others in church. Shall do something about it (: (: yay ! (: and relationship with God is of course important (: Shall have more quiet time with him and read the bible more often yay (: (:

Oh well this post is really weird talking about so many diff tthings in one post (: haha (: shall update soon (: byebye (:


HAVE FAITH PEOPLEEE (: