Been pretty long since i last blogged. So, hi again!

  2013, 1 month have passed. Time flies. it scares me how each day just passes so quickly. Every ticking of the clock, just means that we are growing older by every passing second minute hours days months years and so on. Sometimes, u asked yourself how much you have achieved so far and many just say ' i don't know' some have an answer some don't. Well, if we don't make use of our time properly i'm afraid that it will be too late when you realize it. I guess the morning devotions in schools really applies to this post. You only live 10 years old once 11 once 12 once and so on. Once it's gone you can never get it back.

  All i just wanna do now is really live my life well. instead of complaining and hoping that time passes faster but i really hope that each day will be a day full of new challenges and new purpose. So that's something i should really work on.

So what do i really wanna blog about today? I guess i;'ll just give an overall summary of the year so far. This year..what can i say? how much can i ask for when God have already done so much? The first week of school was pretty tough, adapting to our new classes and all. It was pretty awkward and hard. However things changed after camp , my class really bonded and everything got so much better. Many things happened but i shan't elaborate. All i have to say is God really did answer my prayers and helped me in every area of my life. His so amazing (:

All i wanna do now is study hard and make God and my parents proud. I myself know that it's not gonna be easy, I'll probably have to face the fact that im one of the weaker ones in my class. But i think all it takes is hard work to prove my own abilities. I'll just put in the best i can and leave the rest to God and even when i don't achieve the results at least i know that i gave my very best. Doing well shouldn't be an issue.. i think the problem right now is that i can't focus and i'm always wasting my time lazing around. See this all links back to how time just passes so quickly . I tell myself that i should work hard but i'm doing the opposite. So when can i ever live up to my words? I need to stop being lazy. Easy to say hard to do. But nonetheless i promise i will try my best (:

That's all for the part of studies and school etc. Now moving on to something recent. Well on to friendships and relationships with the people around me i guess idk... sometimes i tend to overthink. I'm afraid that people just gonna walk out of my life and best friends becomes strangers. It's sad when it really happens cuz when someone that once meant something to you become like any other stranger.. That just hurts... Everyone close to me , promise me that we gonna be friends forever and ever. I guess i said my part. till the next post (:

Bianca